I’m now almost a month into the fall semester.
How’s class going? It’s going.
Studying Mandarin has made me reevaluate a few things. I’ve been thinking.
I’d have to say, I like to do things well. I try to keep it pretty simple. If I put time into it, I want to see it done well. That’s basically how it is. I’ll go so far to say that I usually try my best. However, I’ve come to realize that learning a language is much different than… say… well, anything other than learning a language. A language has a clever way of hitting you from all sides. Every side. Strengths and weaknesses, patience, and perseverance. It tests them all. Or I should say, it is testing them all.
This semester’s class:
Girl from Germany: 2+ years of Mandarin
Taiwanese / Canadian Guy: Fluent, but cannot read or write
Korean girl: my level
Japanese guy: 7 months of Mandarin. Retaking this semester. Can read and write with no problem.
There’s no bar for this class (Which, by the way, is exactly how summer class was too). This blurs things a bit. I’d say that it is almost instinctual to measure up “the competition” in whatever situation we find ourselves (classrooms are usually at the top of the list). ”Competition” is not the right word here, but isn’t that where “competitive” stems from? It is always easier to measure things through comparison. However, when the class is a mixed bag, the only barometer in this type of atmosphere is yourself. So one can ask, “how am I doing?”. The answer sounds something like, “Well, how do you feel? Do you feel like you’re learning?” Keeping up. Slacking off. Fast. Slow. Easy. Hard. These are all relative terms. Relative to what? Relative to whatever you relate them to. What if you don’t relate them to anything? Things become a bit more simple.
Just keep truckin’. The Norwegians say “Onward” The Taiwanese say “Ja yo” (add oil)
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I painted a barn in high school. It was 2 1/2 stories. It took me the better part of a summer to do it. I bring this up because this too was a very sizable task. However, it was also a very straightforward task. One can see a clear beginning and end. Progress is easily measured. Jump down off the ladder, step back a few, and take a gander. Remember where you started. Compare it to where you are now. Instant gratification – dirt cheap.
So here’s another lesson: Painting a barn ≠ learning Mandarin
Let’s talk motivation, or better yet, determination. When instant gratification is in the mix, motivation is usually pretty easy to come by. Painting a barn is tough work, but you can at least see where you stand. If you can feel yourself chipping away at something, you at least get the idea you’re making some headway.
Again: Painting a barn ≠ learning Mandarin
The reason why I think determination is a better word here is because it is established from the get go. To me, motivation is something that can fluctuate. Determination is something that stays solid and carries you from beginning to end. Even as early on as I am into my Mandarin madness, determination has become key. Motivation flows from determination. Set the determination high and motivation will follow. This has been another realization.
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Foreign languages are clouding my thought processes. I think I’m getting brain damage.